The Park Bench Song

Note: try to pronounce bench a la ppl from the south of US. You'll get the rest of my posts ok.

Facebook is a bench to me tonight. Just when I thought I can upload my pictures there since I havent been uploading much about my actual life be it here or there, Facebook is screwing me big time. Why on earth are you not allowing to upload any of my pictures there? Bloody hell.

I have been thinking of writing more here but well, the firewall in my office is a bench too. They totally blocked me from updating stuffs here, and when I am home I would be too tired to even try to type a coherent sentence in order to inform you guys about my current state of living. This results in too many cobwebs blocking my blog.

But as it turns out I couldn't sleep tonight, so you got yourselves a new entry from me. Pretty boring one, seriously. But heck, this is one of the reason why I haven't been updating and becoming rather obscure from public (in this context, my friends and of course, you guys who read my tiny space).

Am asked me in her comment in one of my last posts to write about my birthday. Well darling, this is partially my birthday entry because I bought so many books for myself throughout the month as a treat! To top it off, I received two more as gifts :)

And oh, should any one of you want to give me more books, you are more than welcomed to do so :)

As I told you guys previously, I have bought so many books for the past month! And that does not include my little collection of MJ magazines (will write about him later since I am still, deep inside, feel a little bit of my childhood been taken away from me due to his death) as well as, surprise surprise, a wee bit of Little Miss books! I seriously enjoy reading those pocket books because we tend to forget that life is actually pretty simple, and proper language is pretty simple too.

I want to buy more books, seriously, but on a second thought, maybe I should stop for a while and actually read all those of the above. My room is pretty much a library at the moment, you can pick and choose a whole bunch of stuffs to read! Now I feel like taking an MC or something, just to chill and read those babies :)

And oh, my current read now: The Secret by Rhonda Byrne. Read and re-read it. A change is gonna come, I must say :)

Yes there I was, hiding behind all those books that i bought for the past month (two of them are actually from my father, my birthday presents actually! I have yet to read them yet!).

I have planned to travel this month, actually, however I have to call off my plan due to the epidemic that is called swine flu. Thus I have to settle with a staycation instead in 2 weeks time. I will be on a longer leave as I will be travelling up north for my cousin's wedding, will be busy by then (damn I seriously am in love with her hantarans! Will snap the photos should I have the time to do so). I will resume my KL staycation once I reached KL then. It would be fun I suppose, though I seriously need to be away from my laptop and have a good read instead.

My face was still full of glee prior to the bloody incident with the evil a.k.a. Facebook, who does not allow me to upload dozens of photos from my camera there. Yeah I still am pretty much pissed at them at the moment, we'll see what I'll do next.

Or maybe I shall call my two bodyguards to kick those asses of the bloody Facebook peeps. Wanna see my new minions?

Yeah, Allen-Lambert, i.e. my benches.

And with that, ladies and gentlemen, I shall say "good night". See you guys again really soon (I hope!)

I Was Played

Cheh title cam poyo jer :p hahahahahhaa!!!!

Kenapa title tu? Jap lagi la aku citer.



Father's Day

Today's Father's Day so.... Happy Father's Day to all dads (and future dads out there, ye korang aku tau korang bukak blog nihhhhhh) across the board. I didn't do anything much, other than running around the shopping malls hunting for the present for my dad. As always, I love taking charge of buying the gift, though it ends up with me shopping for a little something for myself LOL. My mom, my bro and I ended up pooling some cash to get some pressie for dad.

Yang lawaknye, the first shoe adalah tak muat ok. Salah size, needs bigger kasut!

So I took both my sisters out to KLCC again and exchanged the shoes. Damn tak jumpa2 size jugaks. Sampailah ke kasut yang kesepuluh ke dua belas ke... barula mendapat LOL! The shoes fit perfectly. Gahhhh so happy!

So Happy Father's Day, Daddy :) I am more than happy that finally I get to lessen the burden on your shoulder, taking more responsibilities at home and all that. Feels more.. grown-up. Yeah.





Happy Birthday, Kris Allen!

Yeah you all know that I am a huuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuge Kris Allen fan. I have been actively participating in a bunch of boards, requesting for his songs on the radio, promoting him in my own way (tahap pakcik jual cd sims pun i bantai promo ok). And yeah, I use my actual name since I am so crappy at giving myself any AI-like nickname LOL :p Met many cool fans of the Kradam too! And yeah, I am obsessed with Kradam LOL!

So kalau takde besday post for Krissy mcm tak sah la kan, kan Shanim kan???? hehehehe....


Happy Birthday, Kris! I am so happy for you and I want only the best for you (erm.... if both Adam and you are indeed together I will be supporting you too, though I so doubt it will happen). Can't wait to watch your performances on tour (albeit on Youtube) and buying your album as well! And of course I will buy Adam's too :)


Dah lama dah support any artist camni, and now I am supporting in full force :) walaupun tahu agak impossible untuk Adam or Kris untuk sampai ke Malaysia.


Heck, if BSB finally dapat gak datang Malaysia dan aku dapattt gak tgk konsert diorang, I can always hope, right?


Happy birthday, Kris BB!!!!

And oh, the title of today's post is actually from one of Kris' older works. I love that song, as well as Brand New Shoes :D

p/s: wonder what will Adam get for Kris as a bday present.... a metro grooming set incl guyliner maybe? LOL!

Glamorous

I have been trying to sort out my plans for my future. At least, am trying to do so. Since I sort of fail to achieve what I really want to have when I reached my 27th birthday recently, i.e. getting married (crap, I know you guys are so gonna be beating me down should i moan about my emotional fcukery on how lonely I am at this life's juncture), I figure it is time for me to sit down, accepting the truth and well, finally start planning about my future. I have been rather complacent lately with what do I want in this life, the drive to move up further and what not, since I am, as at the moment, am in good terms with regard to my current job (there are times where I thought, am I really..........? But I would rather work my ass of and we'll see where things are going. Because yeah, being in P is in my dream come true, it's the idea of be seen as a "legal personnel" of some sort is the one that kind of bugs me LOL :p).

Enough about that. Yes I know I should stop ranting about that. Seems too much information, eh?

I have been thinking about what do I want for my future, where do I see myself to be and to do. Short-term and long-term. Funnily enough, it began on Friday night, where my colleague and I went browsing for some books in Kinokuniya before watching a movie. Immediately the parts of my brain which has been dozing off for quite sometime starts waking up. To make things even funnier, I even take the idea even more seriously after watching the said movie.

Guess what's the title of the movie.

It's 17 again.

Laugh all you want, snicker for all you care, because seriously there is a hidden message on life in that movie other than seeing Zacquisha prancing around with a b-ball and touting around his six (or is it eight) pack stomach.

I do not want to look back, wishing that i did something else differently, and then moaning about how I should have done it differently, or else my life won't be this fucked up (yeah, you got me there). Indeed, there are times where I wished I can undo my past mistakes (the major ones, seriously) because, damn, I can't believe how crazily stupid I was back then. But to look back and moan, no. I do not want that.

Yet I have yet to think of my own future. I have been living for the moment for quite sometimes, and yes, I bitch around about the fact that I am single and unmarried and lonely and childless and sleeping alone at night and yadda yadda full-on crap.

Perhaps the reason being is that I might have seen being married is the answer to everything.

Damn, that sounds very Ross in Friends doesn't it?

So I made up my mind to think about what do I want for my future and noticed that I do crave for finer things in life. In other words, wanting to have a glamorous life. And limitless freedom.

I am used to say that money is not everything, having a luxurious life does not guarantee happiness. But why on earth am I craving for all these highly overpriced things? Am I downgrading myself to one of those biatches that I called shallow and empty-headed? Am I one of those women too?

Scary eh.

But on a second thought, it's fine to have a dream. Perhaps by having a rather unrealistic goal or aim, it'll push me to at least do better in life.

The term "aim high" is indeed, rightfully coined.

I am still figuring out what do I want to see and what do I need to have in future. But it's nice to know that I am starting to do so. Now.

So there you have it, friends and family (if any, and I am suspecting my boss reads this space too, since he asked me whether I do have a blog-garnnnnn!!!!! Thank goodness I have deleted my Friendster blog because damn, my writings then were even worse! I just maintain my silence about this one, though).

Talk to you later (and yes Am, I know I have a long over due birthday entry hehehe.. perhaps I will do that one once I am done mapping out my future plan LOL :D).

See you soon!

the boy is mine

media hiburan nih... if at all you all nak jual magazine pun, amik laa citer baru, this is dua tiga bulan lepas punye stori maa!!!

anyhoo there's a story behind the said gambar. ini bukan gambar sebenar, ekceli gambar yang di-edit oleh icebar (or was it kworb or supermeklot) di IDF. good job you guys! and shame on you, wartawan yang menulis tuh. do your homework la next time.

talk to you all soon ok... baru belajar nak main sims 3 nih :p

The Climb

Hello peeps!

Yeah I know that it's been eternity since the last time I have actually blogged here. Bukan sebab tidak ada cerita yang hendak diceritakan, bukan sebab tidak ada gambar baru yang diambil, bukan sebab farah sudah tidak mahu menulis lagi.

Sebab sibuk dan juga, ya, agak kemurungan kerana umur sudah meningkat.

Sehinggakan tidak lagi menjengah blog mana-mana kawan pun dalam tempoh seminggu dua ini.

Masih banyak lagi mesej dan e-mel yang belum berjawab. Masih ramai lagi sahabat handai yang mahu saya telefon tetapi tidak mendapat kesempatan untuk menelefon.

Cerita tentang hari lahir? Biasa sahaja. Cukup jika saya katakan saya ada banyak buku untuk dibaca sehingga 6 bulan akan datang. Ya, ada banyak. Terima kasih kepada semua yang mengucapkan selamat hari lahir kepada diri ini :)

Cerita tentang kawan yang berumahtangga? Ada juga. Tahniah kepada mereka.

Baru mendapat tahu bahawa nenek Yam telah meninggal dunia. Rasa amat ralat kerana tidak tahu lebih awal tentang itu. Tak tahu sama ada sekarang adalah masa yang sesuai untuk menelefonnya. Takziah untuk keluarga sahabat saya ini.

Ramai juga kawan yang menyambut hari lahir dalam seminggu dua ini. Fellow geminians seperti saya juga. Selamat hari lahir ok.

Bukan saya tidak mahu mengepos gambar2 serta buku2 baru dan pengalaman baru mahupun apa juga, tapi saya rasa masa ini adalah kurang sesuai, kerana ada sahabat yang sedang berduka. Mungkin sehari dua lagi barulah saya akan bercerita ok.

Tentang masalah kemurungan saya itu. Hah, bukan satu perkara baru untuk semua orang bila mendapat tahu saya kemurungan bila umur meningkat. Saya memberitahu majikan saya beberapa hari yang lalu, saya perlu bercuti. Perlu mengambil cuti seketika kerana agak sedikit tertekan. Tekanan kerja tidaklah seteruk yang disangka, walaupun ada kalanya rasa macam hendak sepak terajang muka ramai orang (saya bagaikan tidak percaya saya boleh mengawal perasaan amarah saya ini, anda maklum saya adalah amat dikenali dengan aksi menjerit serta membaling barang sampai semua benda tunggang langgang. menahan kesabaran mungkin.). Cuma perasaan diri sendiri yang agak bergolak. Justeru perlu sedikit waktu untuk menerima hakikat kehidupan. Mencari ketenangan jiiwa. Sempat bercerita dengan jiran cubie merangkap geng yang cool serta bos (she's our manager) tentang kemurungan saya kerana umur yang meningkat. I got a whole lot of perspective by just talking to her, a fellow Geminian who shares a birthday with Wahida (happy bday sweetie) and my old fren Ayam. She's really great and i look up to her a lot i tell you.

Dan apabila saya membuka kembali blog rakan2 yang lain, pelbagai cerita juga dibaca. Ada yang gembira, ada yang tangis.

Maybe my life is not that bad after all.

But for now, yes, I am thinking of taking a time off. Suggestions? Must be a place that has a beach and great view. Am thinking of going to JB (dan ke Singapura selepas itu) tetapi kos perlu diambil kira juga. Sedang berkira2 untuk menaiki kereta api ke sana. Saya ingin sekali melihat pemandangan saujana mata memandang. Pokok2, jalan2 kampung. Sesuatu yang berbeza daripada menaiki kapal terbang. Cadangan tentang tempat yang sesuai di JB? Hotels in singapore are hellishly pricey and I do not want to crash in to my aunts' or uncles' or tok long's house there. Summore I am quite well-versed on the roads there anyhoo, and quite an expert in jumping from one MRT station to another there. Hmm.

Saya berehat untuk sementara waktu untuk update diri sendiri tentang cerita ceriti rakan2 yang lain. Saya akan bertandang ke blog anda semua pula ok.

Jumpa lagi.

p/s: on a separate note, told you so on adam lambert's confession! i knew it!!! kris allen is a cutie anyhoo... and i cant believe that i was indeed right all along :) ok this one deserves a separate entry altogether and I will write about it when the right time comes.

Tracks of My Tears

I got up when my phone rings. Turns out the caller was my bestie, Elham.

Ackkkkk!!!! I turned 27 today!!!!!!!!!

GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

Pfft, being old is so damn scary. After all I did say that my goal when I'm 27 is that to be married. I want to get married when I am 27.

But then, here i am, still single and unmarried. What a whole load Liberace house of crap! (tho I do think Liberace is unique, i just cant stand the accessories).

Well, I just hope that I am still sane once this day is over. And yeah, that I can accept the fact that I am old and wrinkly now with no life partner yet. Seriously that's what I really wanted to have when I'm 27.

And this.

Though on a sliiiightly positive note, i'll be "modelling" for the company's annual report. Berlakon jadi housewife. Jadi housewife untuk annual report pun jadilahhhhhhhh....

I'm going to get ready to celebrate my birthday with my family (my dad turns 59 today too! it's a double celebration in our house every year!).

See you all soon!

We are the Champions

It’s midnight and I am still awake. Wide awake to be exact.

Maybe it’s the effect of those medicines that I took. Or the fact that I will be going back to work and have a gazillion things to do tomorrow. I took some of my files home and there are some stuffs that are yet to be done. I need to get it done at the soonest.

I have been sick for the past 2 days and my appetite went down low. I feel like buying and eating so many things, but most of them were either:

a) half eaten; or
b) abandoned.

Memang tak tau kenapa, selera makan ada sedikit kurang sikit.

Mungkin sebab memang saya tidak berapa sihat dan makanan yang saya makan kebanyakannya entah sudah pergi ke mana. Tak tahulah, bila nampak makanan rasa macam taknak makan. Walhal saya suka makan.

Maybe it is due to the fact that I will be turning 27 next Saturday and I feel like I have yet to achieve my ultimate goal in life? Mungkin, tapi tak boleh cerita panjang soal ini kerana nanti korang sepak aku lagi untuk kali ke lapan juta lipan ehehe. I have always been known to have a short bout of depression whenever my birthday is coming, though nothing suicidal :p well am trying to accept that age is a number, yang penting hepi :D

Mungkin juga kerana keputusan AI pagi tadi.

The Nail Polish Finale

I had written my short review on the finale yesterday. Personally no changes from my end and I believe that Kris Allen deserves to be crowned as the American Idol.

Like my mother said, one is overconfident and the other, overly nervous.

I have stressed it here for a number of times that I like them both very much. It’s just that as to the final showdown, which is the basis of my decision to support Kris Allen for the win, I believe Kris did it better than Adam.

But I do believe that both of them are winners. You can see that both of them are rooting for each other. Kris was in shock upon being announced as the winner and so far, Adam has been so protective over him. Both have nothing but praises for each other. Clear sign that there’s bromance between those two. He even kissed Kris (though I think it was by accident, and hehehe he looked so intense mcm lover mengejar mangsa hahaha).

For the first time in my whole life, I actually do not care if they hook up for real, hehehe.

But then, there comes the backlash.

Christian votes

Perhaps there’s some truth from it as probably Danny Gokey’s votes swing hard to his direction. Well maybe, partially. But both Kris and Adam has stated that please vote for their talent and they do not wish that all the other factors to be made an issue. Both share the same sentiment about this. And you’re talking about a married worship leader and a gay jewish performer. They did not play that card, have you ever listen to Kris preaching and preaching about the teachings? No. He did not use that card, compared to Gokey. Adam, although hell yeah he is gay, play coy about his sexuality. In fact he acknowledged the fact on how open and worldly Kris is. Adam had never once shovelled to the viewer’s mouth about being gay and all, at least as at to day.

Though you should watch the FOX interview where Adam replied “no comment” to the presenter on whether he wants to work with Bikini Girl and Kris totally cracked up! Major LOL!

Red state – blue state

Well this reminded me of a rather heated argument that I had with my brother on how Carrie Underwood ended up winning American Idol. Well, at the end of the day we need to look back on US Population itself. At the end of the day, Kris’s package is more appealing to the people compared to Adam. I love Adam to bits too :D

Overpimping by the producers

Well I have addressed this issue in my previous posts. Yeah the producers have been overly primping Adam to win this competition, with all those TV and press coverage, the comments, the whole Katy Perry cape and all that…. All these have overshadowed his performance a bit. Thank goodness that Adam is a good performer so that people will be able to appreciate his talent and all the goodies. Meanwhile Kris had virtually no help whatsoever from the producers, the judges (Kara was the one who somehow helped him in, should you see the audition tape. Kris being too modest didn’t answer back.. And Randy eventually realises his potential throughout the show as you can see he’s the one who actually gives the best critic to him) and all… Kris had to really fight for his survival in the competition. He could have been easily been voted off in a few episodes, but as the audiences (which includes me hehe) somehow grown to love this guy and eventually decided to go against the judges’ pimping. Eeeeegads!

Adam’s sexuality

I am seriously mad at Perez Hilton right now. Ok, I believe that he has a good ear in promoting new talents and all, but it was only these very few weeks that he had somehow promoted Adam in his blog. Though I believe he heard about him for quite sometime. He did not even really commented on the show and all that, quickly made an assumption and towards the last days of the competition, had somehow overpimped Adam in his blog.

Sorry darling, as much as I loooooooooooooooooooooooove reading Perez’s blog (seriously it’s cool) but lately it’s more becoming a gay rights blog. He wanted Adam to win not merely because of his talent but because he had his own personal agenda pertaining to gay rights. I believe that this intention has somehow diverted from the spirit of the programme itself. So if Adam didn’t win then it’s all because he’s gay and US is still a bigot state and gays and lesbians are all being deprived on what that they deserve to have?

OMG how shallow can you go. Coming back to Idol, I believe that it is all up to the viewers to decide. We are looking at the person’s talent and whatever parameter that you use to judge a person, please never ever include all these sensitive issues (religion, sex, state, parties race) in making your judgment. Choose who do you think suits you the best. The one who you think will be the most deserving.

Arkansas vote

Lame………………… *press snooze button*

All in all i believe that Kris & Adam are wonderful. They deserve to be where they are and for me, they’ve already win this war J Like I said in my previous post, I love the fact that two person who are so different managed to find a common ground and ended up being the best of friends (oh Adam we do know hahahahha). Kris being the humble person that he is and Adam, couldn’t be happier that Kris won (haa part ni mak minat la, his fangirling/mancrushing on Kris hahahahahha mcmla kitorang takleh nampak Adam…). So BFF lah diorang ni. I

Maybe next time saya letak lah link interviews tuh. Must start supporting their career!

Congrats Kradam! Do come to Malaysia OK, aku g duduk depannnnnn punye hahaha. Good luck ok :) But Kris, do take care of the missus. Kang jadi Ekin 2.0 plaks, -yewwwwwwwww… Keep the bromance alive ya!!!!!!!!

Eegads… I need to write more about myself other than these TV shows :P

Hiburan akhir:

Damn I seriously need to get a life :p

No Boundaries

Or the crappiest song ever graced the Idol stage ever since Kristy Lee Cook butchered 8 Days a Week by the Beatles (one of my fav group EVVAHHHHH).

I am down with fever and my tummy's been doing all sorts of gymnastics inside, and all I wanna do now is to vomit, but that doesn't stop me from watching American Idol tonight. I was practically ordered by my boss to stay at home in office this morning after look like crap (blotchiness and all), but i stayed for a while and attended some discussions before heading home before noon. After much reminder from my colleagues BTW.

So adalah amat tidak larat nak apdet panjang2. Maybe esok bila saya sudah rasa OK sikit.

I believe that it's almost a tie. First round is Kris', second round is Adam's and Kris has somehow turned the crappy song into something that I can listen to, so I gave him credit for that.

Therefore my choice for AI win is Kris Allen. If AI is a fable, he's the tortoise in Aesop's the hare and the tortoise. But I am fine should Adam wins though, he makes this season more enjoyable (compared to Danny Gokey, eegads towards the midseason i feel like strangling him and wished that he got kicked out!!!!) with his showmanship and theatrics. Though I secretly wish that there's a tie this year and the winner shall be...... KRADAM!!!!! Woot!

Ok i'm done... will write more tomorrow.

For now, cough and vomit galore for me :((

Falling Slowly

My post today is different than usual, though I have been mentioning about these two fellas for quite a number of times here anyhoo.

Korang ingat citer apekah yang dok bertenggek kat atas tuh?

Well, to keep it simple, it's the bromance of the year: the roomies!

It started in a show called American Idol.......

Where these two Idol hopefuls showed to the judges what they can offer to them.

Adam has long been pimped as the front runner in the competition (and to be googled by me like, at last, once a day hahaha!!) and well, the other guy........ saper tuh eh.... was just a mere bystander in front of the production's eyes. The cute little Fundie boy, it may seem. But they've already pimped the other guy, the one who lost his wife weeks before his audition.

Let the cute lil Fundie boy stay for a few mins as he's just a mere a cannon fodder :p


The Idol producers got their wish granted: America loooooves Edward Cullen 2.0. But wait..... wait. What's that cute lil Fundie Boy doing on stage with Edward 2.0 errrrr.... Adam Lambert?

HE GOT IN!!!!!!! Together with the girl whose haircolour is as red as the waiting area at the studio (check the background there!). Both Red-Haired Girl and Cute Lil Fundie Boy have crashed Adam's party.... or truth to be told, the producers' partay.

And soooooo we get to know Kris Allen and Allison Iraheta.

Annnnnd the rest of Top 13, of course.

Sorry Mr Producer, we crashed your par-tayyyyy!!!!!!!!

And they began their journey. Apparently they roommates now.

Yet both are so different. It's like dusk and middle of the afternoon. Giler lain dowhhhhh....

"Let's fight our ass off, roomie."
"Yeah, let's get it on!!!!"

And so it begins. Yet no evil banters being exchanged between each other.

"Here's the thought, people. I am soooooooooooooooooo not G*ay! I just love my roomie!"

"Hell yeah, he's a cool cat.... who sleeps a lot!"

Matt G just look at them from afar.

And so, a BROMANCE is born.

Adam starts to show his preference. Wanting to sit with Kris even. haha!

Adam hated sports. Kris loooooves baseball. He eventually managed to throw the ball. Midnight coaching in the room perhaps?

Note: Have yet to hear if any of the stuffs in their room in Idol Mansion got broken though :p

Sharing beauty tips with each other is more fun for Adam though (he's not a huge fan of sports, I tell ya :D)

Checking out some astrology stuff thingy. Perhaps wanting to know what's their fate in the show? Oh so we know what happened later :p

Wound up in Bottom Three together.....

That's quite a tight huggle there right???????

Waiting for the result: my dream of a Kradison Final Three got shattered thanks to Danny Goofy...

Adam really owned the Rock night :D though I would be happier if less wailing is done :) oh adam the hottie yet g*ay :p

See no evil, hear no evil, and................ well, the third wheel :p

i love this part, checking up their thumbs!

For non-Kradamites, there's LPT and LUT.

LPT - little painted thumb, as Adam has painted Kris' thumb and he wore it in support of Adam.

LUT - little unpainted thumb. Adam removed the nail polish on his right thumb in support of Kris.

it is indeed, rare for us to see good cameraderie like this in one MAYJAH competition (albeit yes, merely a reality tv show, but still, MERELY?????). I simply love these two!

I personally think that American Idol has gone wayyyy wayyyyyyyy too overboard this season. yeah we will get glued to our TV sets to see what will simon says and all his meanie-ness (oooh i love him for that).

But seriously, as much as I loooooooooove loooooooove the hottie Madam Glambert ie the one half of Kradam, I believe that the production team had been overy pimping him throughout the season as the crown champion. You can clearly see from the earlier stages of Idol that Lil, Danny, Matt and Adam are the ones that they'd like America to believe that they're out of this world and yeah, to climb up to the top of the Idol Crown.

Unfortunately, two cannon-fodders have outsung them all this season. It's none other than KrisKross Allen and La Princessa Allison. None of them have received any kind of pimping whatsoever from the judges, got thrown under the bus for ehhhhhh so many times throughout the show, and even when they're good, they'll still got mean, mean critics from the judge.

Guess Simon & Co's plan unravel when the above happened, right?

He really deserves it though. A true cannon fodder with little support from the production and the judges. Who would have thought that he'll go THIS far eh?

"OHHHHHHHHH EMMMM GEEEEEEEEE!!!!!"

"And there goes my Hokey Pokey Finale. Just Achy Breaky Gokey now :p"

BTW my fav moments this season were Adam singing Mad World (shows that he has emotions and mad, mad vocals! And no guyliner!) and Kris singing Heartless (screw the judges, screw the band, he'll just do one man show up there :D). Of course I love their other performances too.... see my previous posts there :p

The BFFs - from roomies to finale!

"Me and you, cutie. ME AND YOU!!!!!"

"Cutie? Awwww shucksss!!!"

Lame guy handshake.............

Or cool guy secret handshake, hehehehe..... *we surely do save the huggle for the finale* *wink* *wink*

Actually there's a pic of longggggggg hug between these two but i didnt save it :p so sweet lah diorang nihhhh!!

But Kris is straight and married already, and Adam has a boyfriend (which is pretty much Kris lookalike oso hahaha)...

I personally like their friendship. Shows the other side of Adam and also how secure Kris is about his sexuality, i.e. to befriend a gay man and become close to him without any prejudice. Just being friends, and really close too!

Though I wouldn't mind if they become a couple.... erk, what is wrong with me?

"OMG dude, do you think the fans managed to figure us out already?"

"Errr...... I think they already do :p"

"Don't tell my wife ok"

"I got your back cutie :p"

And so we have our Bromance of the year. Of course, my two favourite Idol contestants this year. Love this two guys, and I can't decide who gets more love from me! I am absolutely torn.

Ok. Maybe, I SAID MAYBE, Adam will win this competition, that favourite vampire of mine :) but Kris the pocket idol will be the one who gets more lovin on the radio. Because I love the fact that he is an underdog who has somehow fought his way to the top. And also I just want to kick the producers and the judges' ass for overpimping wayyyy too much and didnt give Allison and Kris the credit that they deserve (reminds me of Archuleta last year with the breathing problem and all..... so annoying tho he's a cutie) Ugghhhhh still can't really decide~!!!!

Maybe I should watch the finale first before deciding who gets more of my lovin', heheheh :p

In the meantime, GO KRADAM GO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Disclaimer: The images used in this blog is taken from so many sources, from Kradam forum that I visited on hourly basis (eegads i think ppl there are damn cool, we'll see if I ended up joining the forum though), from Rickey.org, from Gossip Candy (i absobloodylutely love this site!!!!!!!), from Getty Pictures... arghhhh sooo many!!!! And these pictures are used here for my own personal viewing and I do not mean to distribute the piccies to others. I love Kradam and if there's other ways for me to show my support to them, I will surely do :)

GO KRADAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

If I have the energy to write and post more, I will do ya. Too tired lah nowadays!!!! Damn work!!!!

Heartless

Blogger.com is really mean to me.

I can no longer upload pictures here anymore. balik2 kuar error je.

Dasar cilakassss btol. Ngeksy!

How could you be so heartless, Blogger????????????

Should I change my blog to something else? Should I quit blogging altogether?

Stupid blogger.com!!!!!!!!!!!!!

On a different note, I am totally a Kradam fan :D i wanna post a bunch of their piccies but the crappy as hell blogger website doesn't allow me to upload them.

DUMBASSS!!!!

p/s: i seriously believe that Kradam is the bromance of the year this year. And I am obsessed!